[there's a part of him smart enough to realize he should pace himself, but that part of him spoke in a small voice. drowning it out, he dropped with little preamble, going fast...]
[... ish... upper body strength had always been his weak point...]
[but thirty! thirty wasn't bad! thirty came before long, but five before:]
no shakes mom shep
[there's a part of him smart enough to realize he should pace himself, but that part of him spoke in a small voice. drowning it out, he dropped with little preamble, going fast...]
[... ish... upper body strength had always been his weak point...]
[but thirty! thirty wasn't bad! thirty came before long, but five before:]
W-wait, should I stop at thirty?!
[he had to have his panic...]